Thursday, December 11, 2008, 11:44 PM
after the competition, i was totally dancing and jumping around backstage and i was like, OMG IT'S FINALLY OVER!! although now i wish it wasnt going to be over so soon. D: it's really fun, i would say. i learnt ALOT, SO MUCH that it's quite scary hahaha. and tomorrow, i think it's going to be our last group practice together! which is damn sad. D: i dont think i can so quickly get used to the co expanding by at least 3 times. X) oh wells, THANKS SO MUCH for all the well wishes and good lucks and stuff before the competition, because they really helped to calm me down ALOT. and yup, although slightly dissappointed, but because of all i have heard, all people have told me, all the reactions, including my parents' and brother's after i've played, i feel pleased and proud of myself. :D it's a feeling alot better and well, worthwhile and meaningful i should say compared to prelims. :/ and omg i was actually not nervous or scared or whatever i feel achieved. :D at least even if i screwed up it wasnt because of that so yup it feels really good! i think people feel kind of awkward around me, really, I AM OK. :D
saturday shall and WILL be an exciting day. :D as for tomorrow, CONTINUE TO JIAYOU PEOPLE! :DDDDD and i'm not being biased, but JIAYOU OK QINKAI! WE'LL BE SUPPORTING YOU! :DDDDDDD and of course, all the best to SHUNTA, JUNKAI, WANHUA AND JEREMY TOO! :DD (oh man i hope i didnt leave anybody out)
