Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 3:59 PM
GECO ROCKS1,5,8! :D
today has been such a tiring but kinda a it's-all-worth-it-and-i-don't-feel-tired-at-all day. :D YAY-EY! :D all 3 ensem groups and percussion grp of GE and YQP got into the finals for NAC! WHEEEE 3 CHEERS! when the results were being announced, it was completely like scary, but ah that kind of excitement, i would say, IT'S DAMN COOOL. cheering and screaming and high-ing like mad! just that we didnt manage to watch the other 2 groups play and WE DIDNT TAKE A GROUP PHOTO, OMG. but it's okay! we have the finals! :DDD reading others' blogs is like super high, and i just realised that before today's competition, everybody was like excited instead of being nervous, wheeeee.
i feel damn fidgety i have no idea whether it's because im damn happy and high or whether it's because i am freaking stressed and nervous over solo competition on thursday. when i'm nervous, EVERYTHING goes wrong. AH SHIT I CANT CALM MYSELF DOWN. ya, i once said, just let the rest fight it out, but i want to play something that i'm pleased with, i dont want to screw the freaking thing up! UGH. i dont think i can practice in my uncle's house tomorrow, maybe i'll run off to wendy's house or to rosyth to look for xls or somewhere else. and talk about gaining enlightenment, i am completely in stressed mode now. because it's no longer just about practicing, it's about overcoming stage fright, nervousness, the apprehension before every note i play. ):
but on a happier note, NO MORE FANG PAI!!! :DDDD ENSEM PRAC IS GOING TO BE SO FUN NOW WITH MENG DIE! :D if i get too stressed tomorrow, i'll probably just run to ge and go for ensem prac, not like i would be able to concentrate, get high, then leave early, go home, and stare at the ruan. D: