Tuesday, December 9, 2008, 10:55 PM
i feel like i've returned back to exactly a week ago. X) just that i was alot more prepared for paigu then, and i'm pretty much less nervous now. :D not so nervous now because winning a prize is not really very important to me now. although xls and seryang would probably be so ultra disappointed in me, because HEY I KNOW WHAT'S YOUR ULTIMATE PLAN but im so sorry i think i'll ruin it, it's kinda not my main goal now. BUT YAH I AM STILL NERVOUS because it sucks to go on stage and not play something that you originally could. and my fingernails broke so it's super painful when i play and i have to keep changing the plaster thing. HOW UNLUCKY. whatsmore im super less familiar with my pieces. but seriously, WIN OR LOSE, WHAT DOES IT MATTER. WHAT DOES IT CHANGE.
i realised that there are super little sec3s in GE hahaha. average about 2 or 3 per group excluding those that i dont really know which equals to about 7 altogether? HAHAHAHA. COOOOL.
nac results were pretty unexpected i would say. :0 but anyway, CONGRATULATIONS to prize winners, or even if you are not, still, CONGRATULATIONS! afterall it's the process that really matters right. at least for me, even if my improvement isnt prominent or what at least i know that i have and yeah it's pretty much enough. anyway, i think khsco is being very pro this year, hahahaha yay. and SPECIAL CONGRATS to denise, possibly ge's very first prize winner (from our group, MUAHAHAHA XD) and nanyang's too. :D
very tiring day today. cant wait for nac to be over yet i dont want it to be over X) JIAYOU ALL THE BEST GOOD LUCK GANBATTE to all who havent finished competing. :D GO PEOPLE!!
