Friday, December 12, 2008, 11:50 PM
okay, i realised ultimately, i do care. but, oh wells, i've nobody to blame. let's just say, it's my fault. ugh sucks. it just makes me feel useless and all, again. although somebody said something that was really really nice, in fact not just something, alot of things that made me feel really good about myself. yet on the other hand, it only makes me more infuriated, with myself i guess. D: well, ultimately, at the very end, i guess it says something.
tomorrow's the big day. :D although the feeling's completely different from the day before ensem prelims. it totally doesnt feel like tomorrow's the grand finals. it's going to be really fun and cool and exciting tomorrow and yup, i think i will definitely be enjoying every single of the 15 minutes on stage. :D and of course, crossing my fingers and really really hoping that we will be performing for PRIZE WINNERS' CONCERT! i dont think i have ever been able to taste so much fun in the midst of stress and stuff. I'LL MISS PRACTICES ALOT! especially with our group! :D
YAY JIAYOU FOR YANG GUAN & MENG DIE!
GO GECO! :DDD our pieces are all so nice we're going to be really fantastic on stage! WHEEEE
JIAYOU! LET'S OWN TOMORROW! <3
