Hey upper east siders, Gossip Girl here, and I have the biggest news ever! Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are. And where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself. And who am I ? That's one secret I'll never tell... You know you love me.
XOXO,
Gossip Girl
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 9:38 PM
STRESSSTRESSSTRESS. IAMSTRESSED. today's prac at xls's shop was very very very satisfying and pleasing i would say. such that i'm so tempted to run there tomorrow morning to practice. went to wendy's house to practice today. "PRACTICE". we wanted to go to ge to practice, until we realised it was such a HOT SPOT for NAC PRACTICE hahahahaha so i went to her house instead. spent most of the time talking about competition and er she was asking around about the person before her. hahahaha. and listening to recordings! :D just now i was looking at blogs, and then i saw this post that totally da ji-ed me. well, it was just a harmless blog post but i've no idea why i got super frightened. like suddenly seeing somebody from the opponent side. D: i dont want to dissappoint anybody tomorrow. D: because after today's practice i suddenly realised i could do it, just that a slight nervousness tomorrow would totally cause the chance of it happening again to be gone. i want tomorrow to be even better than today. i detest the thought of going off the stage thinking that-if i were given another chance i would have definitely played alot better. i have major mood swings now, a minute i'm nervous like shit and the next i get pretty excited. excited for a GOOD PERFORMANCE tomorrow. :DDDD this competition is totally screwing up my life i swear. but anyway, JIAYOU AND ALL THE BEST to everybody competing tomorrow! JIAYOUUUU.
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